Kick in the Butt

Miss Melissa Novak politely reminded me that I should continue to writing. Like I told her, I felt writing about my new adventures of 2011 was a little childish...and silly....why would anybody want to read my random blatherings? (See, made up a new word there. That's interesting, right? Right?)

Anyways, I'm still making healthier eating choices, and helping out around the house daily. But I'm not walking the dogs everyday like I said I would. That takes a lot more motivation than I thought it would. Not to mention it's work trying to walk them in the first place. They like to pull me along and it's annoying. Penny has gotten better but Chase just doesn't seem to get it. He always pulls so matter how much I try to correct him. So it's a chore to walk them, even if it is good for them and for myself.

The wedding is getting closer, and it's freaking me out. I feel like I still have so much to do...and I don't have a whole lot of RSVP cards back yet either. The guy at Rainbow Gardens was a DOUCHE, so his attitude made me way less excited, honestly. I had to do some research on tux rentals today, and it looks like Bowties is the way to go as far as pricing goes. But because we don't know if one of Josh's groomsmen is coming yet, I can't order them. Hell, Josh hasn't even picked his Best Man yet either. My wedding gown might be coming in late due to some storms going on from where ever the dress is being shipped from. Last I checked, it had an approximate ship date of January 31st. The lady on the phone told me that designers sometimes send them earlier, but it was a tough call due to the storms. I'll be calling on January 28th to double check on that.

It sucks having a minor panic attack while you're home alone. Seriously. I should be getting ready for work right now, but all I can think about is how I would rather be home and getting a head on homework. Granted, I only have a 3 hour shift tonight since I have class at 6, but still! I'm so anxious. I need to find a replacement for my iPod so I can start working out. I think that's the only way I can get through this stress. Gorging on chocolate and endless bubble baths aren't going to be enough to tame this Bridezilla's anxiety. I can't put it off any longer. Gotta get ready for work. Eek.